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Kekuatan Jiwa

Kekuatan Jiwa - Mama

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Hampir terjatuh aku,
Tatkala orang-orang berkata kurang baik soalku,
Dan ketika ibu belum tahu,
Lantas bangkit aku,
Demi kekuatan jiwaku.

Hampir terjatuh aku,
Tatkala terlihat ibu kesedihan tersendu, Mendengar haters terusan mencari kekuranganku,
Dan ketika ibu merenungku, kemampanan semangat kugagahi pancar dimataku,
Demi sekelumit senyumnya ibu.


Hampir tak tertahan olehku,
Saat cuma terlantar disana kekuatan jiwaku,
Saat dia tidak mengenal aku,
Saat kemesraan sudah pergi jauh,
Dan ketika ibu memanggil namaku, Seperti itulah cuma kegembiraanku.

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Ibu,
Tidak kira seperti apa parasmu,
Tidak kira seteruk apa mereka melemahkanku,
Tidak kira sebanyak mana parut hatiku, Tidak kira apa jua terjadi antaramu dan aku,
Asalkan Allah izin,
Aku masih kuat,
Tetap kuat,
Bertambah kuat,
Bersamamu ketahananku bertambah jitu, Biarpun cuma terlantar kaku,
Karena,
Dikau kekuatan jiwaku.
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Allahurabbi :')
Semoga Allah membalas segala kebaikan yang mama taburkan dimana ana tidak mampu balas. Demi Allah, ana sayang mama!

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