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Independently move on~

Bismillahirrahmanirahiim.

Giant Bandar Kinrara
19th Feb 2015

Currently waiting for the taxi to pick me up. Such a new place for me and that's why I am here. Not to bought something or what but I wanna treasure this place so that I can be more independent on ma own.
For now, have been standing for almost a hour and I was like 'taxi uncleeee...pick me up.....' Haha what a childish ana :) eventho my close friend was sulking bcz of this kind of independent but I'm happy in doing this. May Allah bless. :)
Last half an hour ago, I was all alone outside of the giant while everyone watching me as a strange person, standing with her troly (padahal tadi kata tak nak beli apa²) waiting for someone pick her up. Ouchh. This is too much. My legs are already in pain. Awkwardly, I keep waiting and paying attention to ma phone.
Anyway, this is not I'm going to share with. Not about giant experience too. But it was all about how people can change their life 360% in slow motion if they put so much great effort on it. If Allah wills. Yeah. Ofcoz. Not just by give an excuses as a strong reason to avoiding it. People tend to give an excuse than effort nowadays. Realizing that things, I was trying so hard to put ma self in another side from not doing unrealizable silly things as that. Yes, silly. Such a painful word on me. Maybe on other peeps too. But I'm sorry. Reality aren't that sweet as fantasy.
For now on and beyond, I was hoping that Allah will bless all the way and days we changed on His path. InshaAllah.
Rabbi yassir wala tu'assir rabbi tammim bil khair 

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