Tahun baru, tempat baru.
Tipulah kalau cakap x takut.
Terfikir entah macam mana tempat baru nanti. Bagaimana kawan2 baru nanti?
Tapi saya simpan dalam hati, nasihat seseorang;
'Bersangka baiklah pada orang'.
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Risau juga hendak berpisah dengan anak2 murid saya. Risau dengan persekitaran baru mereka. Teachers baru mereka. School baru mereka. Walaupun saya bukanlah seorang teacher yang sempurna, bukan juga paling baik, saya hanya seorang teacher yang berusaha belajar demi anak2 saya, yang berusaha memberikan yang terbaik..saya harap mereka dapat suasana yang terbaik,yang lebih dari apa kami berikan.
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Harap juga kakak kami, yang kami sedih hendak tinggalkan, yang kami sayang, yang sudah banyak berkorban untuk kami dan anak2 disini, akan menjalani kehidupan yang bahagia, gembira, dibawah lindungan Allah. InshaaAllah
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Susah hati lagi sebenarnya. -,-
So drama~ I'm sharing this not bcz I've fallen in love. I'm just sharing after almost an hour cried for a korean drama, a historical drama, last night. It's all abt love, family, throne, jealousy, friendship, sacrifices. When it comes to love, in our early 20s, most of my friends were already married, engaged, found their only one. but me, I'm still searching for myself. a real me. I'm still clinging to my parents. my siblings. I'm the last one but sometimes I feel like I'm the older sister. Day and night, I'd been thinking, abt their meals, facilities, groceries, the peoples. sometimes I feel so guilty, I can't give them a hug, I'm just too far frm them. the only thing I did was, transferred them money, calling them, asking their condition. It's just so frustrated~ I, desperately want to finish my study, in Law and ECE. I can't give up. I can't pay attention for other things like lover, went outing with him, dating, etc etc. ...