Pernahku
Takut dalam kesendirianku
Terasa gelap dalam terangnya dunia Melangkah sendiri
Berdiam diri
Konsentrasi
Refleksi
Solusi
Usah khuatir duhai diri
Dikau bakal sendiri jua nanti
Mengapa harus takut perbaiki diri
Pernah ku dengar
Iman itu ada pada langkah
Lalu
Teruslah melangkah
Walau sendiri
Kerana Allah sentiasa di sisi
So drama~ I'm sharing this not bcz I've fallen in love. I'm just sharing after almost an hour cried for a korean drama, a historical drama, last night. It's all abt love, family, throne, jealousy, friendship, sacrifices. When it comes to love, in our early 20s, most of my friends were already married, engaged, found their only one. but me, I'm still searching for myself. a real me. I'm still clinging to my parents. my siblings. I'm the last one but sometimes I feel like I'm the older sister. Day and night, I'd been thinking, abt their meals, facilities, groceries, the peoples. sometimes I feel so guilty, I can't give them a hug, I'm just too far frm them. the only thing I did was, transferred them money, calling them, asking their condition. It's just so frustrated~ I, desperately want to finish my study, in Law and ECE. I can't give up. I can't pay attention for other things like lover, went outing with him, dating, etc etc. ...