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Zamrud bukan apa2~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. :)

Rumah mana yang tidak pernah bergolak, laut mana yang tidak pernah bergelora, hati mana yang tidak pernah pedih, luka mana yg tidak ada parutnya, pantai mana yg tak pernah dipukul ombak~ ^_^
Andai 'rumah' yg dibina penuh 'cinta' dahulu kala tiba2 retak tiangnya, insan mana yg tidak pedih hatinya? Andai hati yg dirawat berkurun lama tiba2 'menikam' diri, jiwa mana yg betah tidak mengalirkan air mata?
Seindah mana pun zamrud ditaburi andai hari2 disakiti, tiada yg betah menunggu. Andai dikasari zahirnya, lebamnya bisa hilang. Andai tersentuh sedikit hatinya, mungkin kah 'lebamnya' bisa padam? Mungkin~..

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