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Masa itu emas

Bismillahirrahmanirahiim.
Sebenarnya hendak berkongsi keterujaan dalam menghargai masa selepas keluar result tapi hmm, lamanya. **

It was about preciousness of time. Haha. Cliche. But yes, for real I really mean that. Dua minggu periksa berlangsung berlalu dengan langsung tak buat apa2 for the first paper. Nthen second paper, cuma study for 1 and half hour. Guess how I sit for the exam with those preparation. -.-
Second paper ni memang worse sebab whole week can't focus well on something for reason I feel the stomach macam sebu semacam. Rasa macam nak muntah ja pun ada. O Allah. 
So, minggu ni agak strict dalam menjaga pemakanan. Cheiit. Skema. :D

Back on Sunday, where I sit for an exam on 2pm. Can't sleep whole night sebab sebu. Nthen naik bilik around 6am in the morning with some hope I can take a nap . Unfortunately, I can't. Menyegarkan diri jam7, basuh baju + sidai + alihkan tanaman2 jam8-10. Masa yg ada untuk study cuma 2jam disebabkan kena gerak ke dewan exam around jam12. Can you imagine that?
Baca buku. Baca buku. Until 10.15, masih rasa tak boleh focus. Nervous tu tak payah cerita. Satu benda tak baca lagi. Memanglah nervous tahap Pluto. What a me. Called my friend to pick me up on 11. Geramnya dia sampai on 11.15. Okay fine ( saja nak cari pasal..hee). berkira-kira sampai dewan jam12. Memang berharap takda gangguan. Jammed ke. Lapar ke. Ehh, boleh pula.. Hee :)

Alhamdulillah. Sampai dewan jam12 setelah hanya menyempat beli Milo kotak (padahal I want cappuccino :') ). Masuk kawasan DATC. Cari kawasan strategik, yg sunyi and takda org. Yes, I found it. Sambil layan milo, sambil belek2 buku and jot down some notes. Dalam hati tu siap tanya lagi, mampu dan sempat tak ni nak siap ulangkaji 2 buku ni? Dua buku okay. Fine. Baca baca baca. Finally, 1.30pm habis baca dua buku tu. Haha. Can't believe that. Bukan apa, what I got is, pembahagian masa cukup, ilmu masuk dan faham. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.
Masuk dewan. Duduk. Mulalah berperang. Siap 15mins before habis masa. Classmates yg lain still menulis hujah2 diorang. And I was like, 'abihla..jawapan diorang mantap panjangnya'. Well, no komen. Menunggu result.
Moral value dari short story tadi tu was 'Masa itu ibarat pedang'.
Mungkin memang salah saya tidak pandai membahagikan masa dengan baik, mungkin salah saya tidak pandai mengatur jadual, dan ini cuma peluang kedua yg Allah bagi pengajaran utk diri supaya menghargai masa. huhu. 
InsyaAllah akan cuba beri yg terbaik.

Thank you Allah.

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