Eelmar Anaiz

What to say? Learned from those wallboard? Hmm, maybe. Precious short lifetime shall not to be wasted by waiting for a dreamed castle so that you want and can study happily. Such a story of mine. Before, we are (our small family as well) kept moving into new places as our dad were changed and transferred (or traveled should I say) into new workplace for again and again just because of our dad work on the ship (teringat cerita about seorg kakak ni taught her daughters bgtau peeps yg ayah diorg tukang paip padahal sebenarnya seorang engineer, disebabkan tidak mahu riak atau bangga.. ergh tetiba pula ke sana) Shortly, our mom tend to taught us (me and my brother) by wrote something on the wall of our rent house. if she wrote A, then we learned something about A things that day. Well, for me, my mum was the great A thing in life. Love you! :) We happily enjoying all of those moment (can it be called homeschooling?) On those wall. Simple and worth it. Knowledge. Whatever we being ...

Bismillahirrahmanirahiim. Giant Bandar Kinrara 19th Feb 2015 Currently waiting for the taxi to pick me up. Such a new place for me and that's why I am here. Not to bought something or what but I wanna treasure this place so that I can be more independent on ma own. For now, have been standing for almost a hour and I was like 'taxi uncleeee...pick me up.....' Haha what a childish ana :) eventho my close friend was sulking bcz of this kind of independent but I'm happy in doing this. May Allah bless. :) Last half an hour ago, I was all alone outside of the giant while everyone watching me as a strange person, standing with her troly (padahal tadi kata tak nak beli apa²) waiting for someone pick her up. Ouchh. This is too much. My legs are already in pain. Awkwardly, I keep waiting and paying attention to ma phone. Anyway, this is not I'm going to share with. Not about giant experience too. But it was all about how people can change their life 360% in s...

Bismillahirrahmanirahiim 09 January 2015 Kg mama Villa kesederhanaan Ranting² jiwa spt remuk patah belahannya Tatkala minda terus menghitung detik² Aduhh, Resah gelisah hamba rasakan ya Rabb Rindu belum terlunasi Tapi sudah meninggi dan meluas Rindu pada telatahnya sang ibu tua Yg jiwanya tak keruan andai kami berjauhan Rindu pada barannya sang abang Yg marah2 terus andai tidak memahami Rindu pada keanakannya sang kakak Yg manja terus pada barannya abg Rindu pada telusnya sang ayah Yg berkorban apa saja buat anaknya Kuatkan semangat duhai diri Kuatkan hati Kuatkan fizikal Kamu bakal berjuang melawan nafs Allah ya rabb, Kuatkanku. Fastobiqul khairah Sari'u ilaa maghfirah.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. :) Rumah mana yang tidak pernah bergolak, laut mana yang tidak pernah bergelora, hati mana yang tidak pernah pedih, luka mana yg tidak ada parutnya, pantai mana yg tak pernah dipukul ombak~ ^_^ Andai 'rumah' yg dibina penuh 'cinta' dahulu kala tiba2 retak tiangnya, insan mana yg tidak pedih hatinya? Andai hati yg dirawat berkurun lama tiba2 'menikam' diri, jiwa mana yg betah tidak mengalirkan air mata? Seindah mana pun zamrud ditaburi andai hari2 disakiti, tiada yg betah menunggu. Andai dikasari zahirnya, lebamnya bisa hilang. Andai tersentuh sedikit hatinya, mungkin kah 'lebamnya' bisa padam? Mungkin~..

Bismillahirrahmanirahiim.. Villa Fes 1 Jan 2015 8:27 PM Bertukar nama lagi catatan maya ini. Dari senyumtangiskaligrafihati ke azra-kekuatanjiwa dan kini azra-maryamnusaibah. Apapun namanya, mudah²an ikhlas, jujur dan tidak berbaur riak penulisannya inshaAllah. Kenapa Maryam? Ada apa dengan nama Maryam? Ramai yang bertanya kerana di mana² akaun media sosial ana juga serupa, iaitu Maryam. Sebenarnya ana mulai tertarik dengan Maryam ini saat Farah Lee dan juga suaminya yg juga selebriti tv3 menamakan baby mereka maream Esabel(xpasti spelling) dan mereka meletakkan caption moga namamu sekuat dan setabah maryam. Ana terus tercari² ada apa dgn maryam ini kan..dan tambah rasa mau tau apabila oki setiana dewi, selebriti Indonesia kebanggaan ana menamakan anak mereka maryam nusaibah. Terus tertanya² lagi. Ada apa ya? Dan terus saja jemari laju google apa yg menarik dgn kisah maryam. Memang ada kisahnya d Quran tp kan penasaran lagi lanjutannya. :) Hasilnya, ana dengan jujur rasa rend...